I cry and just ask myself
WHY?

Things haven't ever been this bad in my entire life. My baby boy is gone, locked up again. This time, for a long time. I feel so sad and empty. I have nothin yo and nobody.i wish my baby could change and be in better surroundings that he could. i love him. The money i've been saving is pretty much all gone.... and i've really fucked up my shit that was goin arite.i quit my job. AND 2 of the ppl i love the most are strugglin bad too, it breaks my heart and kicks me in the ass.

yo i dont know.


i dont know what.

i dont know. i jus wanna end everything and dip out. peace out to it all. damn i wish ...damn i wish.

i wish my babi could ride w/ me.